At my age, 23 years old, I have loved, cried, had my heartbroken, failed, succeed, fallen, stood up, been taken advantage, mostlyy being thru the ups & down of life. Lost my virginity to a guy I thought I loved but I was young & naive I didnt kno what the word love even mean the word was ‘lust’. I first felt some kinda love at age 16 when I started dating a guy that just graduated from hs, he was my everything & I revolved my whole life around him didnt get to experience much life with my friends because he didnt let me ! Tiredd of the emotional abuse & how my life qas being control by him at age 17 dating from a year & 9 months we decided to go our separate ways it was hard letting go of someone that meant so much but liberating to start a new life. Age 19 I moved out & lived every moment I possible cool party every night, talked to boys, enjoyed lifee to the fullest until one day I meet a boy looking thru friends there’s a guy on a motorcycle & I couldn’t help but add him after looking at his pics. His smilee was the kind that when you see it you would want to smile too, talking to him was normal it wasn’t hard for them to keep a conversation. Conversation turn into webcam sessions, her watching him work out with his friend, his little brother messing with the camera lolz he was something she def like. The first time she met him she couldn’t help but b so nervous, he was so shortttt but his smilee was so adorablee I just wanted him all for me. Spend the day at his housr & it was the most amazing day ever. 2 wks later on September 15, 2010 he was taken to jail to then be sent to prison to finish his sentencing, I was heartbroken because I didn’t wanna see him there even if we were tlking for more than a month he meant a lot. Every single wk we wrote each other none stop, every letter he will get 10 pics from me just to keep him happy, no one in there receive more pics than him lolz I guess someone was sprung ;) after a yr of not seeing him she decides to rent a car & go see him. That moment I felt so many butterflies, I felt anxious, nervous, happy, everything at the same time I see him & I couldn’t stop smiling his face was so adorable his smileee made my whole world shine I still see the image in my head, we hug & I just didn’t wanna let go. We tlk & tlk and its just so surreal his right in front of me. The moment I had to leave I didn’t want to I just wanted to cry cuz I didn’t wanna let him go he gave me a last hug & before I left he kissed me & I couldn’t stop smiling I just couldnt believe this guy meant so much to me & feelings grew with every word they have shared with each other those passed months. I went to see him a couple times after that & those times meant the world to me, my fav parts were when I 1st get there & leave cuz it meant we could kiss ;) I was secretly falling for him & he didn’t have no clue. On Feb 2012 he was released from prison & he finally went home that night I got a call from him & I was soooo happy to hear his voice finally out of that hell hole he was in. The next day I went to see him & ohh mann there’s no words to explain how I felt being with him was amazing, butterflies on my stomach I couldnt stop smilingg every single moment spent wit him was amazing.